Ups and down of lifes

Finally my exams are over.But i don't wanna talk bout it till the results are out.I am also not in mood now.This day has been a really weird one.I was feelin so high in the morning.But in afternoon i was not feelin alright.Again felt ok in the evening.Went to marine drive with couple of friends and watched good ol Forest Gump at night.

I donno why i feel so sad remembering old times,be it good or bad.I mean i know they are gone and will never buzz me again but i donno why?

Again is it only me or does this mixed bag of emotions day happens to everyone.

have you ever felt so strongly at a particularly glorious moment that you have never felt happier in your life? that you know it in your heart of hearts that this is it. this is what you want for now and ever.

have you ever looked at your friends around you and felt such affection and warmth that you vowed that time and tide would only make your friendship grow stronger, that in the years to come, you'd sit down and relive the good ol days. that your friendship would remain unchanged for the years to come for ever and ever.

have you ever felt such fierce love and pride when you look at your family around you that you wished that you would be born in this same family again, and always.

have you ever felt so passionately about something it made you burn? something so noble and ideal, so right? your life's calling, your dream.

and then

have your ever felt that your heart was breaking into a million pieces and that you would never be the same again?
have you ever lost a friend or love to time with circumstances changing? have you ever felt alone in a crowd?
have you ever looked at somebody you loved so dearly and felt like you're looking at a stranger?
have you ever felt disillusioned and lost and confused and not know what's important to you anymore?

but then again

have you ever felt so at peace when your outside world is falling apart. and you just know deep inside of you, that nothing matters that much. a litle faith that's all you need.

Do u??????

PS:I donno why i am posting all these craps but when i made this blog i decided to be truthfull to it and this is the way i feel somedays.

Be Koool...........

 

I will need this one before my Eco Exam

Another day in paradise

The life has surely become busy here.U have so much to do always that u don't even know where to began.And my priorities are definitely SCREWED-UP.I mean here I am writing once again in my supposedly useless blog with two odd regular visitors when I was supposed to do following:

-Decide on my OB project name -I think every one else has already started and some even finished the project.
-Help my team mates in stat project-I bet my life that Nikita,Arvind and group really hates me.
-Think about FinAc project(a world class project-U'll agree with me).
-Call up some Marketing dude in DNA for media sponsorship.
-Fill up my placement company profile form.
-Bring my BIKE from station (man I am really lazy) and above all
-Open some book and TRY to study for my endterms.

In short my life is as my life is supposed to be.I am doing what I want to do and planning to screw the system to be able to survive here.

Yesterday I had my OB quiz.I did well in that(atleast till i can get result i can claim that).In my last quiz,i was expecting ZERO(or even lower if possible).But to my surprise,57 out of 61 in my class got ZERO.So we are having a retest next week.Also in today's Stat test i think i did ok,atleast ok compared to what otherguys are saying.Many of them screwed up pretty badly.
Anyways i am not that much worried about the result.Afterall i never came here to study how to find means and shits of loads of seemingly useless data.I really doubt if any one of us will ever use what we are studying in stats in real biz world unless of course someone gets into teaching or research related job.

My only worry is survival.Or should i say was survival.Now i am sure i would be able to notonly survive but also succede in what i planned.Amen.....